Had a bad day yesterday

I ran out of pain medicine and so I drank some gin to ease the pain of my back. Well I went overboard and acted like a fool. I guess this kidney thing is affecting me more than I thought. I embarrassed myself and ruined my wife's and my sister's night. My sis was here helping me watch Tucker.

Oh well, I guess it's understandable being nervous but there's no need for me to act like I did. But it's over and done with so all I can do is learn and go on. I just need to face this and beat it.