What's with all of the celebrities dying?
We've had Ed McMahon, Farrah Fawcett, Michael Jackson, Billy Mays and I'm sure a couple of more I'm missing. Why can't we have a massive dying off of politicians? That'd be OK.
So anyway, about life. Things are going OK here. July 4th was a bust. Right after it got dark and we started shooting off fireworks it started to rain. Oh well, it's the 1st one that has rained out in a long time. We'll just have more for next year. Things are a bit tight financially but that's usual, Kim's working a lot of overtime. I feel bad for her, I'm hoping things will start straightening out in a couple months. We're not too far from getting the Focus paid off, that'll free up a lot of money.
Tucker is still growing like a weed. I just can't believe how fast he's growing. In some ways it's great to watch your kids grow up but in other ways it's sad. I sometimes miss "baby" Tucker. I certainly don't miss the colicy stage though. That sucked.
My back is about the same. I've been trying some different herbs and stuff to help with the pain but so far nothing has worked. Of course I only tried the legal ones. It just seems strange that I can have methadone, which is highly addictive, has terrible side effects and can kill me if I take too much but if I smoke pot, which isn't physically addicting, has much less side effects and is much safer, I can go to jail. I would hate to leave the Ozarks but it may come to a point someday that I may have to leave so I can move to a place where I can get it w/o risking going to prison.
I have smoked it before and I don't really like it. I always preferred alcohol but I'm getting so tired of being in pain all the time. I take the methadone every day and while it helps, it has terrible side effects. And if I'm having a bad day I can't take too much extra for fear of killing myself.
Well, I'm done bitching for a while. Talk to y'all later.
So anyway, about life. Things are going OK here. July 4th was a bust. Right after it got dark and we started shooting off fireworks it started to rain. Oh well, it's the 1st one that has rained out in a long time. We'll just have more for next year. Things are a bit tight financially but that's usual, Kim's working a lot of overtime. I feel bad for her, I'm hoping things will start straightening out in a couple months. We're not too far from getting the Focus paid off, that'll free up a lot of money.
Tucker is still growing like a weed. I just can't believe how fast he's growing. In some ways it's great to watch your kids grow up but in other ways it's sad. I sometimes miss "baby" Tucker. I certainly don't miss the colicy stage though. That sucked.
My back is about the same. I've been trying some different herbs and stuff to help with the pain but so far nothing has worked. Of course I only tried the legal ones. It just seems strange that I can have methadone, which is highly addictive, has terrible side effects and can kill me if I take too much but if I smoke pot, which isn't physically addicting, has much less side effects and is much safer, I can go to jail. I would hate to leave the Ozarks but it may come to a point someday that I may have to leave so I can move to a place where I can get it w/o risking going to prison.
I have smoked it before and I don't really like it. I always preferred alcohol but I'm getting so tired of being in pain all the time. I take the methadone every day and while it helps, it has terrible side effects. And if I'm having a bad day I can't take too much extra for fear of killing myself.
Well, I'm done bitching for a while. Talk to y'all later.
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