I go get a CT scan tomorrow

It's another follow up on my cancer. They're still checking on it to make sure it hasn't come back. I always get nervous when I go. I'm always afraid they'll find something and the nightmare will start over again. Hopefully they won't but it'll always be on the back of my mind.

My back has been hurting lately, I'm slowly trying to be more active but it's hard. When you're in pain it's awfully easy to just want to sit down, of course that makes things worse so you can't win.

Did I tell you Tucker has a buddy? He has a friend named Mason he has met a few times up at the McDonald's playplace that he plays with. He's 4 and and half. They get along great with each other. He seems like a great kid.

Other than that just trying to get by and survive. The Focus is about paid off so that'll free up a few bucks. It seems like we've been paying on it forever but we actually got it right before Tucker was born. It's been a pretty good car, definitely has been tough. I've been so hard on that car and it keeps on going. We thought about trading it in but I think we're gonna keep it. It's got less than 90,000 miles and still runs great. It looks like hell but who cares?

So that's it for now, Tucker turns 5 next Friday(March 12th). He's growing up so fast. It won't be long before he's out of the house and on his own. Hopefully we're raising him right. It's tough sometimes but I think we're doing OK. he's a stubborn little shit sometimes. But he comes by that honestly. Rumor has it his Daddy is the same way. LOL

So...until next time, Bye!!!!!