WOOHOO!!!!!!

The Dr got my CT scan back and everything looks good. You cannot believe how happy I am. I was worried that this was it. I'm not necessarily scared of dying but the thought of me dying before my son even got to know me frightened me. If I had died now he would only remember me from pictures, videos and maybe a faint memory or two. I will get on here later and talk more. It's late and I wanna go to bed but I wanted to post this.

If anyone actually reads this, thanks for your prayers.

Well piss

I had a CT scan on my back yesterday to figure out what is causing all my back pain. During the procedure they found a spot on my adrenal gland. The same side where they had to remove my kidney. Of course the obvious pops to mind. Did my cancer spread? I'm hoping it's nothing but I'm not optimistic about it. It seems that lately nothing seems to be going my way in the health dept.

So I have another CT scan next Friday to get a closer look. If it is trouble I'm sure they're gonna want to get in there right away and start cutting on me again. I haven't even recovered from the last time. So this is gonna suck. And if it has spread it's gonna be a lot harder to fight. The survival rate of kidney cancer that has spread isn't good. But I don't care, I'm gonna fight anyway. I'm just tired of it though.

Back again

Well it's been two weeks since I've blogged, I need to do better than this. It's January 8th and we had a slew of tornadoes come through the area last night. We didn't get much damage here but there's a lot in some of the surrounding areas. So far there's also been 2 fatalities, let's hope there isn't any more. This kind of storm isn't unusual in April or May, however, in January it's a little weird.

Other than that about the same has been going on. New Years Eve we had a lock-in at the church for the youth. I didn't have much fun. I was tired, I hurt like hell and I wanted to be somewhere else. But I guess it's no big deal. I doubt I'm gonna do it next New Years Eve though.

Tucker was with us when we did that. He stayed up all night and is just now getting back on schedule. He has been a PITA the last week. I am a little worried about him though, his obsession with bowling is a bit troublesome. I wonder if he isn't autistic or something. It's probably nothing but I have an appt for him with the Dr today. If nothing else it will calm my fears.

So until later, bye!!